Eons away from it...

10.15pm

Sinjon — Mon, 11 Jul 2011 13:06:03 +0000

It’s been a very long time since I’ve visited my blog, maybe even the longest time. I have not been posting for the longest time since I started this blog. Life has been good to me so far! Time flies really fast and another semester of studying is gone. I doubt i will do well this semester but i shall work hard for next semester. Writing essays is definitely not my cup of tea.

I enjoyed the summer break very much. Meeting old friends and meeting new people. One thing i miss about Singapore is the variety of food which is cheap and good. But i miss my friends the most as there are always there for me and i know i can count on them even when times are rough. I guess there was a spark between girl and I but I decided not to light the fire as somehow i knew that it will not last between both of us. Furthermore she’s currently attached too!. I guess its fate that decided which path to take and this isn’t one of it.

This winter holiday is undoubtedly more interesting then the previous one although last year’s one was really good. The highlight of this holiday is definitely snowboarding in Snowy Mountains. Its the first time I’ve actually did any winter sports and played with snow. Not only did I get a sore butt, i also had sore wrists from all the falling down. But it was all worth it.

In about a week, a new semester begins and all hell will break loose once again. I hope that the coming semester will be better then the previous one.

The reason for me writing this post today is because I’m confused and conflicted. During the snowboarding trip, she reminded me on why i liked her last year but i know that nothing will happen between us. My guess is that I will see her with another friend in the not so near future but its hard to say as I do not know what she is thinking. But then again, it’s none of my business. The events during the summer break is also confusing and making me wonder who am i actually loving. But I guess time solves matters of the heart so maybe it will take another year before things become clear i guess. Now,i guess my main objective is to suppress my feelings for everyone and concentrate on playing games and studying. But i do yearn for company and hopefully, one day, the right girl will come by soon enough.

After writing this post, i feel better. At least the confused heart has spoken. =)

1.47am

Sinjon — Thu, 17 Feb 2011 18:19:37 +0000

Yup yup, I’m flying off in less then a week now. Times flies huh. When you’re busy, you tend not to think about the matters of heart but when theres time to settle down and consolidate your thoughts, everything just flood back and at times, it overwhems you and you don’t seem to be able to control it. I guess, thats what im feeling now.

Time flies and i can still recall the feelings and excitement of coming back to Singapore and meeting up with all my friends and vaguely recall the feelings of last year before i left for Sydney. Some feelings remain the same while others change. At least I’m not as anxious as i when i was about to leave last year however i guess the feelings of missing everyone becomes overwheming this time.

But i guess these feelings will be done over time. But i guess others will remain constant. But i guess time will tell.

11.32pm

Sinjon — Fri, 04 Feb 2011 15:36:36 +0000

Ahh… Finally have some time to blog!! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!! Wishing you all the best in whatever you do and stay healthy! With health comes wealth!! =)

11.33pm

Sinjon — Tue, 18 Jan 2011 15:47:52 +0000

Ah.. its been about 1 month since i blogged. Well, the feeling is here again. I hate this feeling of knowing that i’m going back to australia in a about 1 month and i’m still not done meeting up with everyone. Sigh, feeling so down these few days.

8.13pm

Sinjon — Fri, 17 Dec 2010 14:03:49 +0000

Hi there! Guess what I’ve been going out these few days! and I’m going to japan in a couple of days too! Am i excited? Not really. Maybe its because I don’t like to venture out of my comfort zone.

Anyway, it was nice meeting up with everyone. Hanmei for mahjong and dinner, must sleep well ok? Shuwen for lunch and dinner(twice). Shixuan(countless), JY,Wayne,Demin, Gerald(countless), etc etc. Hope to meet up with u all again before i fly. May not be back for 2 years after feb. Maybe then i will bring back a gf(i hope so).

Love is all about accepting other people for who they are. Never to change them and always discovering something new about him/her everyday. And sometime is about swollowing one’s pride and just talk to the other party to work things out so that the resentment doesn’t cause a meltdown in which would lead to disastrous consequences. But then again, only 2 people involved in this would know what to do as they have the clearest picture of what’s going on between them.

Thats all i have for today. Good night everyone!

1.02am

Sinjon — Sun, 12 Dec 2010 17:23:06 +0000

You know, sometimes i think that i think too much and hope too much which then leads me to myself badly. Maybe i shouldnt care so much. and maybe i will be happier. Will i?

10.04pm

Sinjon — Wed, 01 Dec 2010 14:20:25 +0000

Its been almost 2 weeks since i came back and my nose is either blocked or running. Is there a way to cure it? hmmm.. Glad to be back to meet and catch up with all my friends =) Going out almost everyday to meet up and catch up with them is nice. Going out tomorrow again i guess and friday and saturday.

Exam results are released today and i think i did decently but i know i can do better! =) Below is the results and as you can see im bad with Econs and thank goodness i may not need to take that module again.
T2    ACCT1511 Accounting & Financial Mgt 1B….70 CR
T2    ECON1102 Macroeconomics 1……………..58 PS
T2    MMAN2600 Fluid Mechanics………………72 CR
T2    MTRN3500 Comp Appl in Mechatonic Sys……68 CR

Surprisingly i lost weight in aussie(abt 3kg) and everyone says that i lost weight. Is it a good sign? Did i exercise and lost weight or was i too worried and sad that i lost weight? My tummy definitely expanded. =S

Maybe this time…

12.11am

Sinjon — Wed, 17 Nov 2010 13:12:42 +0000

Is going back today! =)

1.35am

Sinjon — Tue, 16 Nov 2010 14:37:14 +0000

Happy belated birthday to me =) feel blessed that so many people wished me happy birthday =) but still kinda disappointed she didnt wish me =|

2.40pm

Sinjon — Mon, 15 Nov 2010 04:04:15 +0000

Exams have been over for about 2 days now. Feeling relieved and glad that this semester is over. Time to play! =))